am i the only one to notice the trend with modern warefare 3 today?

all the “cool people and jocks” are coping the game early and talking about it on facebook. just because you play one game dont make you a gamer bro. 

I try hard to have a father, but instead I have a dad…

What is a father? To me it’s many things, many responsibilities. To be there for ur kids, to always show them love and support, every step of the way. To be there for your kids when they need you the most, and to mold ur kids into the parents of tomorrow……… Needless to say, I never had that. If he would’ve died, then u know different story, by that’s not the case either. I don’t call him my father, cause he was never there for me or my brother. “he’s a piece of shit dad, and deserves less respect as a man.” words of my own brother. A man of no education, intolerance and doesn’t accept me. I remember the day I told him what major i was taking in college. He said “well, if that’s what you want cool, but I don’t think you should do it. Either way I’ll support u I guess.” those words hurt, and how he said it wasn’t any better.

My grandmother died on my high school graduation, and I miss her, I really do. He wasn’t there for me that day, and though I understand why, it wouldve been nice for him to pass by just to say “congrats son, I’m proud”.

But even that I never got.

And then there’s my girlfriend. I love this girl more than I ever loved anyone else. She is my world, and one day I’m going to marry her, no exceptions.

But that’s not good enough for him.

Him and my uncle both go to my brother asking ” what the fuck is wrong with Israel?” it’s gotten to the point where my own brother had to yell at my uncle, because unlike them, my brother actually supports us.

And fuck you, there’s. Nothing wrong with me, just because she’s bigger than me and doesn’t meet ur standards of beauty does not mean she is beautiful. I love this girl, she means everything, and I matter what you say I’ll always love her.

I don’t understand why u don’t accept my relationship, my choices, or better yet my life. I doubt u’ll hear from me for a long time, because I don’t want that kind of negativity and constant criticism from someone who himself is a failure. One day it’s support and the other u talk behind my back. That’s no way to live, and if that’s how it’s going to be, I don’t need u or my uncle.

At the end of the day, ur just my “dad”, because you busted a nut, and well, here I am. So that’s all I can thank you for.

if you are miserable at work, you are miserable in life.

i haven’t even been working here for a month, and i already have a supervisor who doesn’t like me because of who i’m related to at my job. at the end of the day i’m a happy person, and that’s why a customer will always see a smile on my face. plus, i get paid to do my job, and i won’t let anyone get in the way of my progress.

Anonymous asked: IM me on Yahoo Msngr it's important. my username is bettysheenaa121293

i dont have yahoo messager, so i dont know how you expect me to do that. and i hope you know u have a girl, i mean its pretty obvious lol 

a rock and a hard place……

i have a mix feeling of emotions right now. in a sense im real happy and proud of myself, i’m finally working, i like my job, pay is good, and for once i feel responsible. my relationship with my girlfriend is pretty awesome, actually no…… it’s perfect. i really can’t complain, she’s my world and i couldn’t ask for a better person to be with. and because she is my world, anything that bothers her in turn bothers me.

i have friends that she cannot stand, and thats understandable. 1 almost punched her in the face, and she admitted to me today, that she is still traumatized from the fact that it happened. one is my best friend, or at least i still consider him that, but she feels resentment towards him, not because of anything he did, but because of what his girlfriend has done.

its funny how one person has the power to change everything. how one person is willing to do whatever they can to have it their way. i always said karma’s a bitch, and i believe in her dearly, but i dont feel like she’s been working hard lately.

whenever it comes to a situation, like a logical human being, i hear both sides of the story before making my opinion heard. in this situation, it’s obvious that my group of friends dislike my girlfriend for the wrong reasons, and how it simply isnt fair. shes not there to defend herself, so now everytime u see her, the athiest (as i will refer to her) makes a smart comment and its okay.

no, fuck that.

i perhaps, made the biggest mistake by not telling my best friend what the athiest has said about him, his own girlfriend. how my girlfriend wanted to stay conservative at the time, and not start any trouble between my best friend and the athiest.

and then the athiest has the audacity to call out my girlfriend and say she’s crazy, that she was wrong in every single way, and that she cancelled plans, when it was the athiest that ditched her for my best friend.

i feel wrong, for holding in this pain i have for the problem at hand, but thats just how i function. i bottle emotions, i really hate bringing things to light, but i feel that this has to be done.

if my girlfriend was crazy, and did all these things that the athiest claimed, then i would not argue my point and i would be wrong, but thats not the case. there is unneccessary tension when your paths cross, and it’s all because the atheist is the imaginary puppeteer in the group i call, “the boys”

im in a rock and hard place, because i know eventually i will have to choose. this is why i must make my case, but i know it wont be for a while, because only the lord knows when is the next time i shall see you again.

and for anyone reading this, please dont assume you know who i speak of, so please, calm your tits.

if things get worse after this, at least i tried to make things my right. those are my only intentions.

as long as you know both sides of the story, and then make your judgement. whatever your decision may be friends, is on you. i just know that i will be doing my part in showing you that there are always 2 sides to every story.

 the “atheist”. she is not my friend, she is just someone i know, who too, has caused much pain in my life.

put ur happiness before others

otherwise u’ll never be where u want to be. u cant be happy for someone else if u arent happy for yourself first